So you want to buy a pedal harp

You’re not a 6-year old prodigy, you’re an adult buying your first pedal harp from your hard-earned generously gifted money. You love your harp teacher and will certainly bring them along but in the end, you would like to make your own decision. There is surprisingly little information about how to buy a pedal harp. So here are my tips! (Evidence class E or so, non-expert opinion based on N=1 and I happened to be the test subject. So do take this with a grain of salt 🙂 ).

The goods

It helps a lot to know what’s out there. There is an entire range of pedal harps, from the concert-hall grade concert grands to harps geared toward students/ and others on a budget. Of course I dreamed of a L&H Style 23, but that would have required taking out a mortgage so that wasn’t an option. There are plenty of harps for people who can’t afford the Ultra Top Of The Line Models but would still like a good instrument that could possible be of use in an orchestra / public recitals. Actually, apparently there are heaps of people, even professionals, playing their straight-backed Daphne in orchestras. Or so my harp teacher told me.

So, for me, the options were the Salvi Daphne series, the Salvi Arion, the Camac Clio and the Lyon and Healy Chicago. ‘Stretch goals’ included the Salvi Aurora and the Lyon and Healy style 30. I know that Pilgrim offers very affordable pedal harps but I’ve never liked their sound  so I haven’t tried them. You can visit the websites of various harp makers to see what they are currently offering. (I didn’t mention Aoyama and Venus and there are probably many more harp builders).

Let’s not forget the option of buying second hand! This may allow you to acquire a harp from a higher price segment, but the downside could be that the harp is nearing the end of its life cycle. Harps that were intensively used by a music school or an orchestra may sound like a nice deal but can end up costing lots of money in repairs and regulation. Eventually, I decided not to go down this road because I have been playing a clunky old harp for years – I allowed myself the ‘present’ of not having to worry about things falling apart or soundboards imploding.

Harps being sold by professionals or students upgrading to a newer / other model remain a good option – usually these harps are very well cared for and in a good condition, but then you need to be lucky that someone is selling their harp at exactly the moment you are looking for a new one. I can imagine that this option (waiting and seeing until you find a nice ‘deal’) is a good option for younger students or if you are very happy with your current harp. Check the listings of local harp societies and craigslist-type websites to see what’s available. In the Netherlands, there is folkharp.nl and nederlandseharpvereniging.nl and marktplaats of course. There are a lot of nice used pedal harps on marktplaats!

Preparation

The integral part of harp shopping is that you’ll need to try various harps and listen/feel to what happens when you play it. So it really helps to be prepared to play a lot of harps! I wish I’d practiced more before I went – now I blacked out in the middle of the Handel concerto. I did bring some sheet music, though, that saved my a** in the end. Definitely don’t be afraid to play other genres on it for testing if that’s what works for you!. In the end, I mainly used the Montfort Bourree for sound testing because I knew exactly how it was supposed to sound like.

Another consideration is that it helps to know how to move pedals. I couldn’t play anything with pedals when I went pedal harp shopping, but I at least knew how to put them in various keys. I didn’t practice for this but I’ve played on a pedal harp during my lessons so that really helped.

The Harp Shopping Itself

If you’re shopping for a new harp, or just interested in trying lots of hatps, visiting a harp store is the next step! Try to find out whether you need to make an appointment beforehand – though judging the response when you show up unannounced can also give you an indication whether you would like to spend a year’s salary on this shop/these people. Sometimes there will be harp exhibits – then a harp builder ships lots of harps to the shop and will display them there for a week or so  – don’t expect loads of harps and loads of types to be in stock if there’s not an exhibition.

Be sure to try various brands – be sure that you tried at least 1 Camac, 1 Salvi and 1 Lyon and Healy harp. You will hear the differences even when not really musically trained (like me), even your ‘layman’ partner will hear it. Stick with the brand you like and don’t let yourself be led astray by the ‘image’ or ‘branding’ of a certain brand. Actually, I thought I’d prefer Camac because I had heard that Salvi harps were really tight and heavy to play.

List of things to check

When not playing 

How does it feel on your shoulder? Heavy? Light? Can you find the balance point?

Can you reach all the strings without having to contort yourself / bumping into the soundboard?

How are the pedals? Easy to move? Hard to move? This heavily depends on your pedal harp skill so I didn’t judge my harp by this criterion. Now I’m still happy with my choice, I think my harp pedals lightly but not too light.

When playing

Try the different registers. Apparently, the sound will change and ‘mature’ when you play the harp more, but of course you have to like what you hear. The lower register will usually mellow a bit more and the higher registers will display less change – apparently (this is all what people said to me while I was trying the harps, so I can’t judge the evidence-based ness 🙂 ). Also, check if they strung the highest registers with nylon because then the highest registers can sound a bit off – restringing with gut as soon as you’ve bought it is the best option then.

Feel how each register plays. Is it tight? Or not at all?

Try the harp in various pedal settings, is the sound still nice and resonant with all the pedals engaged?

How to ‘try’ the harp? Well, play some scales, some chords, try playing pieces in the different registers. Here’s where that preparation comes in. Definitely don’t forget to check your posture.  If you’re not very tall, you might see that the large concert harps aren’t really feasible. Personally, I chose for the most ergonomic nice sounding harp. Why make learning more difficult?

For me it was really hard to judge all these things when playing on just one harp – it helped to switch back and forth and directly compare things.

When listening to someone else

Have someone else play your harp! Bach on your harp? Jazz? Some classical sonata? While I was pretty advanced lever harp wise, I didn’t really know any pieces which utilize pedals or pieces in other tonalities than on the lever harp. It was great to have my two top choices played by a professional who could really make it sing!

Listen how it projects and do you like what you hear? There are probably more technical things to listen for, but I listened mostly ‘with my gut’ (emotion).

 

Making a decision

This was of course the hardest part, spending so much money and hoping that this will be THE instrument, the one you’ll probably be playing for life. You’ll know when its the one. It’s just like shopping for a wedding dress! It’s mostly emotion.

Don’t be afraid to call it a day and come back later, yet you’ll probably not get a note from heaven telling you that this is going to be the harp. Just like picking what you’re going to study in uni, you probably can’t be a 100% sure.

Trust me, all doubts will be gone when your pedal harp is finally delivered at your home and you have this huge instrument sitting in your living room… 🙂

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Dancing through the plateau

“I don’t know, I’d rather focus on just dancing than spending much time thinking about the mechanics of a move”

“Why do I have to pay so much attention to connection? I can’t relax anymore now!”

“I don’t care about how it looks when I step, it feels right and then it’s okay!”

“There is so much to think about, rhythm, musicality, connection, now I can’t concentrate on having fun anymore!”

The statements above would sound really stupid to most dancers. Posture, connection, paying attention to what your body does is the core of a nice dance, it’s what makes it fun and enjoyable, not the other way around. The heightened body awareness brought on by lots of lessons and practice allows you to have fun and you will eventually internalize a lot of it so you won’t have to spend every minute thinking about it and can instead concentrate on the music and the dance itself you’re creating with your partner. But before you reach that level, there’s lots of stepping on toes, stiff muscles (due to not knowing how to hold proper posture), confusion about how to ‘feel’ something in your body, etc. etc. Crossing over to another style of dancing may feel like you’re dancing blindfolded and with gloves on until you get acquainted with the mechanics of another type of frame.

And yet… when playing the harp I apparently have a lot of these preconceptions. My journey in learning to play the pedal harp has led me to another teacher and her lessons are completely different from what I was used to. In a way, it’s like learning to play harp all over again.

First of all, it is about critical listening. What kind of tone am I producing and is it what I want? Am I hearing what I’m doing or am I hearing what I’d like to hear? I never paid much attention to how equal all the notes in a scale are, but apparently, it was very uneven. Are the notes in a chord completely simultaneous or are some of them off? And not just focus on these aspects as a one-time event, but ask yourself these questions over and over again in every piece.

Then dynamics. What do you want to convey and how? I notice that I still have a huge gap in knowledge and listening ability. Because I used to think that dynamics are sort of childish, I really thought that being able to play a piece well was playing the notes well and evenly, and not make it too dramatic. My previous teachers certainly cannot be blamed for this, I don’t know how I got this preconception, but it’s there and I really need to work on learning to control dynamics, to listen for them in my own playing and to develop a kind of idea on how to use dynamics in a piece. My current teacher is very strict with this and won’t allow me to accidentally forget about the dynamics aspect. She will work with me and try to find examples until I understand ‘how to do it’ and ‘how to control it’. It won’t work to just tell me about a musical shape or an effect, but it really helps to break things down and create exercises to isolately practice dynamics. And it just needs a lot of specific practice. I found myself saying ‘well, I can easily play the notes, but then the dynamics…’ but that’s essentially still saying that I can’t play it, just the notes is just half of the story. It’s like saying, I know the steps but I can’t follow.

As my teacher also gives very specific tips about how to practice things, my practice sessions are now transformed from trying to play through a piece and focusing on making it work technically to working on a long list of specific things. On one hand it is nice to know, it’s clear what to do and what needs to be improved. On the other hand, it is a long list and it is really hard to think of everything at once. I used to mindlessly play my pieces, enjoying just the sounds and the harmonies, practising to ‘get it in my fingers’. But actually I wasn’t listening at all. Now it takes a lot of concentration and harp playing isn’t my mindless outlet anymore, it’s actually a lot of work and takes a lot of brain power!

Something new is also how to start playing. I just started out of the blue. But actually, that isn’t natural at all, in dancing you would also first make a connection with your partner and then do the first step. It felt a bit stupid when I did it for the first few times, but sitting behind the harp, then pulling it toward you, putting your feet on the pedals, deliberately touching the strings, inhaling and then playing really makes a difference. Even though I still tend to forget, so far my teacher has had to remind me to BREATHE before I start every lesson.

I try to tell myself that it will probably get better, just as in dancing. Maybe I’ll once be able to do a lot of the things I’m now struggling with without thinking. But for now, almost every lesson is a complete turnaround of how I have always viewed harp playing – maybe it’s a bit stupid in hindsight, but I’m glad to be learning now!

I was sort of in a plateau, mainly caused by the fact that I apparently never developed the ability of being able to critically listen to myself (apart from right/wrong notes and tempo). My harp lessons the past year felt like they were not really progressing, I was learning new pieces but I didn’t feel like I really improved my playing. Now I’ve broken through that plateau with the help of my teacher. In a way this is exhilarating, there is so much to discover and to learn! It also reminds me that I have a long way to go- I really hope I can transform my struggles into a fluent ‘dance’ on the harp.

 

 


A new member of the household

Every time I enter my living room, I’m pleasantly surprised by the sight of this new member of the household. He’s large, dark brown and very beautiful: my new pedal harp.

Due to extremely lucky and amazing circumstances I was able to buy a pedal harp. Apparently, my parents and grandparents were secretly saving up for me. I remember how I often whined to my parents that I’d like to have a better harp than the clunky old thing I have – now I feel slightly ashamed, knowing that they were working on it. I think I prefer it this way, not knowing that they were planning to buy me a harp and now being extremely pleasantly surprised by it.

It is a dream come true, a lot sooner than I expected. I was just coming to terms with the fact that things like getting my diver’s license, buying a car, finally buying some decent furniture have a higher priority than ‘saving up for a harp that costs four times as much as the car we’re looking at’. My harp teacher gave me really awesome pieces that are very challenging so I had myself almost convinced that I wasn’t ready for it anyway.

And then the pedal harp happened. I’ve always been a huge lever harp proponent – no the lever harp isn’t a starter harp, you can have fun with it for life!!! – but this instrument, well it’s something completely different. The pedals are one thing, but the size and increased string tension is another factor: I actually got muscle aches all over after having it just one day, it takes a lot more core strength to play it. They’re both called ‘harp’, but playing on this huge guy is more like tango dancing than blues dancing, it really demands a lot in terms of technique and posture. And I love it. It’s like starting a new style of dancing, getting to know your body in a different way, finding faults you hadn’t noticed before and discovering something completely new and amazing you didn’t know that existed. The sound; when I pull the bass strings it sings and resonates through the entire house!

My harp teacher forbade me to practice more than 1 hour a day and told me to practice in 3 blocks of 20 minutes to avoid overstraining my muscles. Just one hour is really short and after 20 minutes I am just getting into it! I can totally imagine why some patients ignore their doctor’s advice… 🙂 Of course I tried to play all the pieces I’ve always wanted to play (these pedals take some time getting used to!) and every now and then I’ll remember another cool piece and add it to my ‘finally able to start studying this!!!’ list.

So the lever pieces are now on hold (Clair the Lune, I will get back to you!!!) and I’m working on some pieces to get used to the pedals: the Serenade Melancholique by A. Hasselmans, the first prelude in the first prelude book by Bernard Andres and the sonata in C minor by Sophia Dussek. Yes, the sonata in C minor with the awesome bass part. My struggles with the sonatina in G major did pay off because I can manage this piece, it is most definitely less difficult than Clair the Lune. Apart from the pedals it only consists patterns I’m familiar with, it’s a lot like a cross between the Händel concerto and the Sonatina in G. It is sooo nice to finally play this!!!

Here’s the first line in practice tempo, of course it doesn’t sound like how the professionals play it. But just to produce these lines of music myself… It really is a dream come true.


A most precious gift

Clinical research would be impossible without patients who generously donate their blood and other tissues. We use their samples to validate data gathered in animal or cell-based studies – a certain treatment may work wonders in mice but if it doesn’t work on human cells it’s probably not worth it to investigate the compound in clinical trials. Donated samples are also essential to gain knowledge regarding fundamental processes in the body and how disease affects them.

On a daily basis I ask patients if they are willing to participate in research. It’s a short conversation in which I briefly explain the goal of the study, what participation entails and the pros/cons of participation. In the case of a blood donation it usually means donating a few extra tubes (10-20 mL), scheduled to coincide with their regular blood draws so there is almost no discomfort involved (no extra needle stick). However, sometimes participating involves taking a skin biopsy. This is a more invasive procedure with more discomfort and you’ll have a small but visible scar afterwards.

So naturally not everyone wants to participate. And that’s okay, because it’s still your body and your decision. I am very happy with the samples I can obtain, they’re irreplaceable gifts to the field of medicine – but it’s not like my day is ruined just because someone said no. That’s sort of the reason for informed consent – you always have the option of declining and no one will hate you for it.

For some patients, this is hard to understand, they tell me how bad they feel that they don’t feel like ‘giving something back’ or they are worried that it will impact my research projects. This really touches me, because why would they feel bad? I’m the one asking an outrageous question – would you be willing to receive a scar so I can look at your cells in the lab?

Apparently, not all scientists have this mindset because the rules regarding clinical research are very strict (for instance, the reason that there are physician-researchers who are not directly involved in patient care is that the doctor-patient relationship isn’t tainted by a request to participate in a study). You are not allowed to make the patient feel pressured in any way, so if someone declines you can’t really persuade them to participate anyway, apart from providing factual information regarding questions they have.

When a patient expresses that they feel bad about their decision to say no, I try to take some time to reassure them that it really doesn’t matter. I wonder whether they really understand, though. So hence the blogpost – I value it that people are willing to talk to me and consider participating, I see it as my job to help people reach the decision they want, I’m not afraid of checking if they are completely sure if I notice that they seem a bit unsure. I’d rather exclude someone than include a person who didn’t participate of their own volition. And, in the end, I’m doing this research to benefit patients. The end doesn’t justify the means, if I don’t do justice to their right to refuse, how can I still say I’m all doing this for the patients?

Sometimes, this short informed consent conversation develops into a longer interactions where patients tell me about their journey in medicine so far and how interesting is is that someone finally respects their decision. Interactions like these reinforce my idea of how I’d like to practice medicine. Patients should always be given a voice when it comes to important treatment decisions. And not just ‘do you consent to this operation’, but listing all the options, the pros and the cons and the alternatives. Because that’s what we do in clinical research, so why not in clinical practice?


Fundamentals of harp playing

When I go to a folk dance event, I always get excited by workshops promising to cover ‘fundamentals of dancing’ or ‘dance technique’. Such workshops won’t teach fancy moves but you get to explore the instructor’s view on quality of movement and connecting with your leader/follower. Even just two hours of working on posture, breathing and walking around can make the evening’s social dance a completely different experience when compared with how I danced before. Every teacher emphasizes something different and sometimes things I’ve struggled with for a long time just fall into place.

The workshop ‘extend your technique’ by Tristan Le Govic during the 2015 the Harp Friends Meeting sounded like just that, but then for the harp. I’ve taken workshops from him before and it was always a great experience – he really gets to the core of harp playing.

I’d like to share some insights Tristan provided during the workshop, as workshops like these seem to be quite rare in harpland, the workshops where you mostly listen and maybe try a few moves (notes).

 You can’t extend on something that’s unstable, so you need a solid foundation of technique. But how do you progress from playing scales quickly to creating music? You need full control over your fingers. Can you make all the notes in a scale sound exactly the same? What happens when you play a scale with just one finger? Does it sound like this due to chance or did you intend it to sound like this?

(Tristan le Govic, paraphrased from my notes)

When I once met Remy van Kesteren after a concert I asked him, how do you progress from simple pieces to the real repertoire, what do you need technique-wise to become more advanced? Unfortunately, he was stung by a wasp just after I asked him, so I never got his answer. The questions that Tristan raises, however, provided the answer I was looking for. Extending your technique begins with trying to gain control, to be aware of the sound you are producing and being aware of how you can manipulate it. Of course, when speaking about sound, you need a framework to describe sounds in so we can understand each other when describing sounds.

There are various dimensions to a sound, various textures. On one axis, we have volume, from pp to ff. On another axis there is depth – is it a very tinny, frail sound, or is it a full, warm bass? From which direction does it come? And there is time – is it a long, lingering note? Does it stop immediately? Is its texture filled with a subsequent note?

(Tristan le Govic, paraphrased from my notes)

He showed this by demonstrating how to do the bass line of a plinn he wrote. He didn’t just randomly decide to play the string this high, he was looking for a specific sound and found out how to produce it. You can hear how the sound of the bass evolves when he plays the string lower and lower. For me, this way of reflecting on the sound I produce was quite new. My harp teachers tend to describe it in terms of emotions (angry? sad?) but I always have trouble understanding – what does she mean? Volume? Tempo? Now, a few months later, I have less trouble with creating the sound or flow in a piece, Tristan seems to have opened an entire new dimension in my playing.

Technique is also about how to economize energy, to reduce unnecessary or even harmful movements. Let’s start with posture. How can your shoulders be unlocked and relaxed if you are slouching?  What if you wanted to cut bread while sitting like this (mimes cutting a bread while slouching on a chair)?

Where does your movement start? How do you generate sound at the harp?

When walking, we sink into the ground a little before stepping. Thus, ‘motion’ requires a fixed point – and this fixed point is the hara, the center.

(Tristan le Govic, paraphrased from my notes)

This really is where dancing meets playing the harp. I’ve been taking argentine tango lessons for a while now and we spent a lot of lessons just walking, to figure out where the movement starts. Real argentine tango isn’t the showy over-the-top dance you sometimes see on TV, it is an improvisational dance with no fixed steps and a huge emphasis on connection. Connection doesn’t work if the leader or the follower don’t have a frame, a kind of dynamic tension/relaxation in their bodies. ‘Too much’ frame causes tension and muscle aches, ‘not enough frame’ causes a kind of floppy wobbly dance. Connection also means that you have to be aware of your body’s axis and torsion – the leader doesn’t drag their follower across the floor but invites the follower to a movement – if the follower responds, the movement flows through their body and a shared movement (a step, a turn) happens. When done correctly, it feels as though you are moving like one person, you can both have input on what happens and it’s all one big exploration of the music and movement (here’s a little movie, it’s hard to find good ones!).

So of course, why not apply this to the harp? Where does my movement start from when I play? It is easy to forget when I’m completely into something very technical, but it doesn’t really help the sound if I’m all tensed up. And why shouldn’t I bring the nice, relaxed feeling of having an open chest and relaxed shoulders to the harp?

This part is much harder to apply, I think I have still a lot to learn in the field of body control and awareness. Being relaxed when doing microscopic finger movements is somehow more difficult than being relaxed while doing weird cross stepps… I’ve looked into Alexander technique lessons, but these teachers are really rare, unfortunately, especially AT-teachers who play the harp.

Breathing is key. A performance involves both breathing and gestures.

(Tristan le Govic, paraphrased from my notes)

We did not spend much time on this but I would love to explore this further. I notice that I sometimes stop breathing when practising a difficult passage. How do I gain control?

During the workshop it became obvious that some of the other attendees had hoped for the fancy moves and techniques, while Tristan covered more abstract topics. So I tried to share one of my experiences with how important and helpful controlling your breathing can be.

As a doctor, I’ve done venipuncture and intravenous line placements countless times, but I have been blessed with tremor when I’m nervous, or when I’ve had coffee or when it’s time for lunch or sometimes just because I’m me. For a patient, it’s very disconcerting to see their doctor’s hand shaking (it’s a real macroscopic tremor). I’ve found that it helps me to sit up straight, relax and take a few deep breaths from my center and then do the ‘stick’ on the exhalation. It steadies my hand and calms the nerves that arise when I see the tremor (trying to focus on ‘not shaking’ usually doesn’t help). So ‘breathing control’ isn’t something just for health nuts who like yoga, it’s something very fundamental in how to control your body and movement.

I think the harp world was really lacking these ‘fundamentals’ type of workshops – if there’s one thing that can change your playing it is working on fundamentals that you don’t need a harp for to practice. I really hope that Tristan will continue sharing ‘the message’ and maybe, in the future, workshops where we don’t touch a harp but spend lots of time walking, breathing – and perhaps even dancing – will be the workshops we’re looking forward to.


A doctor for the soul

A couple of years ago I read this awesome commencement address to musicians but I lost the link. A beautiful post by Heart to Harp triggered me to start looking for it again.

If we were a medical school, and you were here as a med student practicing appendectomies, you’d take your work very seriously because you would imagine that some night at two AM someone is going to waltz into your emergency room and you’re going to have to save their life. Well, my friends, someday at 8 PM someone is going to walk into your concert hall and bring you a mind that is confused, a heart that is overwhelmed, a soul that is weary. Whether they go out whole again will depend partly on how well you do your craft.

Karl Paulnack (link)

I don’t have much to add to this. Of course, music doesn’t always have to be about the bigger picture, music can also provide personal enjoyment and that is OK as well. But this piece reminded me that music isn’t just a trivial hobby, when done right (and I’m still far from that) it can bring healing, it can be a gift to other people.


Harp checkpoint

Recently A few months ago I was inspired to start writing again, so I finished some draft posts and scheduled them to appear on the blog. I didn’t even know that I missed blogging until I started again. I’ve accumulated a lot of stories and experiences, it felt so good to get it ‘out of my head’. It actually feels a bit like I’m making space for the new experiences in my new job (clinical research).  I am fortunate in that I still have loads of patient encounters, and the fact that I’m not their doctor enables me to take a step back, to observe, to reflect. The hard thing is to keep it all in until I’ve gathered enough to create a story that takes elements from experiences with several patients.

So the next few blogposts will be mostly about playing the harp! A lot has happened, it’s been about 1,5 year since I last posted about harp-related stuff. And even more happened during the time I took to finish this post (I think I started writing this in March or so).

First of all, aside from finishing the last internships and graduating, I also moved to the other side of the country. That meant finding a new harp teacher. Distance-wise it’s somewhat closer to where my first harp teacher lived, but it would still be quite a journey to get there, and after an entire day in the hospital and commuting, I wasn’t really looking forward to another long commute to harp lessons. Another advantage of looking for a new teacher would be a fresh look on my playing and technique, I’ve known the other teacher for 15 years or so, so we probably had some blind spots.

Through the folk harp workshops I met my new teacher. She was also classically trained, but she is into modern folk harp as well. So that means that my lessons are now a very pleasant mix of classical music AND folk harp things that I’ve always wanted to learn.

I’ve started working on ostinato-like accompaniments in the left hand. For me, it’s quite easy to improvise over an ostinato, but playing a ‘song’ while doing it is an entirely different story. Here is a jig with the ostinato-thing, and of course, I couldn’t resist trying a set with another jig. But you can hear that I’m obviously not there yet due to the change in tempo… 🙂 You can also hear that I sometimes tend to rush. I’m really working on it to ‘keep calm’, to keep my enthusiasm in check, but that isn’t really easy.

https://soundcloud.com/chordaetendinae/sets/harp-checkpoint/s-XV0zv (the jigs refused to be added as a seperate song).

To add to this, she gave me an etude by Maeve Gilchrist which is a very good brain twister. The ostinato and the melody stay the same but it moves by one count every round. I can now sort of play through it without getting completely stuck, but I’m trying to be able to count out loud and play everything exactly on the right moment, sometimes I’m a little late/early. I really love these kinds of etudes.

On the classical spectrum of things, I’m now learning a part of the sonatina in G major by Dussek. I’ve always found this kind of music very hard to play. On paper, it’s not too difficult (no new techniques), but it’s so hard to make these endless sequences of ‘on the beat’ notes become a musical story instead of a flat barrage of sound. To start, is very important to be spot on with every note, so you can focus on the dynamics part instead of the fingers. And then a seemingly rather simple pieces turns out to be more difficult than expected, I definitely couldn’t play it on speed, my fingers would stumble over several passages. So I tried to fix that to bring some more ‘life’ in it, and I think it’s getting there, though a long way from perfect.

Maybe you heard a difference in the harp? I’ve rented a Lyon and Healy Troubadour from my first harp teacher and I’ve completely fallen in love with it. This harp is a lot more ergonomic than my own harp, now I can finally sit straight and try to be in my core while playing.

I’ve also started learning Clair de Lune by Debussy. I don’t have a recording of that yet, becase I’m still in the training-my-fingers to do what I want stage. There are a lot of big chords and after a year of only playing melodies with one voice I need to reacquaint myself with translating these chords to what to do with my fingers. So now I am able to sort of survive the first two pages + 6 measures. But it’s so nice to really ‘struggle’ with a piece, to need to take it very slowly and after some practice, these mysterious notes finally begin to sound a little like music… And I really love Debussy, I didn’t know that he used such nice harmonies in his music – and that it’s possible on a lever harp. It’s completely different from other music I’ve played on the lever harp. The disadvantage of learning this piece is that it takes some time to get ‘into the zone’ of really working on something intensely. I don’t always have the energy for that, so then I only play the easier pieces – and of course, that delays the learning process of Clair de Lune…